when you are having too much fun at ten ren acting like a retard and chatting with your friend on oovoo, your car is probably getting towed at that exact moment :( and those people sitting next to you who see you laughing out loud and acting retarded will be the ones that end up give you a ride back home. sorry rick
From the bottom of my heart. Yes I admit I care for you, but it’s not a love or like. It’s pity. To me you’re like a sick child who’s asking for attention. I can’t get mad, because that would be pointless. Neither can I just leave you by yourself, scared that your “sickness” will just get even worst. I wonder when will you ever be able to pull yourself together and know who is that person you really need. I don’t ask it to be me, I just want you to figure your shit out.
I made plans to go karaoking with some friends tomorrow afternoon, now I kind of regret it. I just want to get dim sum with my mom tomorrow morning and just chill at home. sleeping all day doesn’t sound too bad either. sigh. Well off to bed, need to get up around 10. yes, that is considered early on my time.
"Needs extra attention and must feel she is very important to those around her. If she doesn’t think she is being spoiled enough, she may shut herself off from others."
"Unfulfilled hopes have left her feeling uncertain and even a little fearful about the future. Needs to feel secure and avoid further disappointment; fears she will be looked over, lose her position, or lose respect. Has little hope that things will get better in time and her negative attitude leads her to place impossible demands on others or to compromise or bargain."
Giving more than she is getting back and feels misunderstood and unappreciated. Feels she is being forced into compromising and even her close relationships leave her feeling emotional distant.
Her arrogance causes her to take offense quickly. Only those closest to her know deep down she is sensitive and sentimental.
"she feels life in general is handing her to many difficult and unpleasant things, but no one else seems to agree with her. she is resistant to joining in with others and want to be left alone."
"Is disappointed and let down, feels there is no point in making new goals as they will leave her feeling the same way. Is unable to admit to her short comings, which leads her to act out in an aggressive and resentful way."
Being with you I feel a sense of comfort. I don’t find this to be a particularly good thing, actually, quite the opposite. This feeling of comfort, it’s dangerous and harmful. One of those things that will make you second guess yourself and allow yourself to think “maybe I am fine with just this much.” Holding your hand while you’re driving, laughing about the stupidest things, and making summer plans that probably won’t ever happen. just way too comfortable. The problems seems to just disappear into to thin air. However, the second after we say that goodbye, they all rush back in.
I know I don’t deserve this. I know I shouldn’t allow this.
I know I know I know, but knowing all this still doesn’t change how I feel and the impulse.
“Feelings never makes sense. They get you all confused. Then they drive you around for hours before they drop you right back where you started.”—Blaire Waldorf, Gossip Girl (submitted by bnguyeeen) (via quote-book)